I have a theory...it could be bunnies.

I am at a loss. With no show to watch, then blog about watching, finding a topic to write about presents a challenge for my weary brain cells. That being said, I'd like to talk about Anya. I find Anya (courtesy of Emma Caulfield's presentation) emminently watchable. The fact that she has no filter and doesn't understand the society and customs of the world she inhabits makes her the perfect means through which to voice Whedon's own questions about why we do what we do. Yes, Anya is harsh at times, brittle and brutal even. But at least she is honest. And as she evolves as a human being, she exhibits a layer of compassion. Her musical sequence with Xander in "Once More, With Feeling" expresses an honest female perspective that is not often vocalized. Even her wedding planning, which she throws herself into, opens up a line of possible discussion about whether all of the elements that make up weddings are really so important and necessary. Anya is herself, and remains herself, throughout all that life throws in her path. Also, she falls for Xander. She opens her heart to him, someone who none of the scoobies would expect to win such a prize...but I'd rather not consider Anya an object to be won. whedon twists the "common schlub somehow rangles an Amazon" cliche by presenting Anya and Xander as equals who offset each other. Even if he doesn't always understand her, Xander helps Anya understand the world and is (for the most part) kind and gentle and patient with her. In turn Anya accepts Xander for who he is and because she requires his aid in sorting out life's peculiarities, he gains confidence. Although they do not receive a "happy ending," there yet remains a deep love for one another, and the dynamic between them is at once startling and immensely enjoyable to watch.